Also, next week is my week of being kim gordon because I love her a lot

BEST WOMAN EVER.

I'll try and take photos of myself every day because it will actually be a conscious effort for me, you know, thinking about what to wear and look super cool to the level of coolness that is kim gordon.SO. HOPEFULLY. Photos.

I just finished watching American Beauty

and I have so many feelings it was so beautiful oh my goodness. I don't know what to do with the rest of my night now that it's finished. I have had a bit of a birthday party dance time, but I'm actually really tired but I need to wait till my sister gets home because she has more of a social life than I do/didn't get grounded tonight even though I am 19 and too old to be grounded.

I have a crush on a boy and I feel like I'm being a real 12 year old about it.

BUT WHATEVER.

Stuff you in the face.

I want to see him and maybe kiss him a little bit.

Enough is enough, I'm putting on some Godard.

SCREW YOU UNIVERSE FOR LAUGHING IN MY FACE ABOUT MY SILLY I AM.

lonely wednesdays

UERGH, I've been in ulladulla for three days staying with my friend going grocery shopping and watching films and listening to records and staying awake all night and then deliriously tired all day and forming a little crush on said friend and I'm so sad to be back home and have people tell me to go to bed and all the rest of it.

And also, I'm not allowed to go to yo grito on friday night. I am 19. And this has happened because I didn't make a phone call.

Hopefully will be moved out by the end of the year.

I'm getting really restless here.

I am so lonely now. I've been with people I genuinely like for the last three days and now I have no friends again.

Help me universe, I need you.



I Ate the Knife-These Immortal Souls

Mutiny.

MUTINY!

Almost drove me to tears.

YEEEEEEAH COME AT ME TAX RETURN LET ME EAT YOU UP SO I CAN BUY ALL SORTS OF GLORIOUS THINGS. WHY DIDN'T I DO THIS A LONG TIME AGO. WHAT A TWAT. I NEED MONEY SO BAD. SOMEONE GIVE ME A GOOD FUN JOB.

Wednesday the TWENTININPHE.

Two and a half hours of flute playing later, I am dead, and am therefore rewarding myself with a very well earned soul party while I read things about Nick Cave and look at his beautiful demon face that I just cannot even solidly express my love for.

It was my last pay day today, and yes, it's nearly all gone already. I bought tickets to see the Laurels on Saturday (YES) and I also bought a super cute shirt, a beautiful lacy cami that yes I will wear as outerwear, and also this amazing metallic shift dress which I will wear to The Laurels on saturday.

If you haven't seen it yet, here's a clip! WATCH IT DAMMIT.


from Down By Law

This baby's on her way to me now delicious 45, I would eat you up you know.


Can't Let You Go-Sugar Pie Desanto







And this one will be here soon as well, MEGA EXCITED FOR THIS ONE. I will wail my tits off to this on another delicious 45.


I Put A Spell On You-Screamin' Jay Hawkins





I should probably leave some money on the side for important things....like moving into the city. But records man. Make me cry.

THIS IS MY SUPER CUTE SHIRT.

BLONDE. NC. JJ. WW. GG.

Watching Stranger than Paradise and have a pile of good books-Nick Cave bio, books on Jim Jarmusch, Wim Wenders and girl groups-and greek tea in bed, ready for sleepies.

Hey, I'm blonde now and I have super cute piggie twirlies in my hair and will pose for you with my glorious Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds original pressing record of Your Funeral...My Trial which is like their most fantastic album that I acquired yesterday and nearly fainted in the shop of surprise and happiness.

John Lurie is a mega babe.

Watch Down By Law and listen to It's Raining by Irma Thomas, IT'S SO GOOD. I need to get it on vinylies. I NEED TO GET SO MUCH DAMMIT WHY DON'T I JUST WORK IN A RECORD STORE OR SOMETHING AND THEN SPEND ALL MY PAY ON THE DAMN STORE KEEPING IT OPEN. I do all that, except for the part of working there.

It's Raining-Irma Thomas