Wednesday, December 26, 2012


This song is perfect and reminds me of a real good buddy o' mine who I care about dearly and want so badly to be happy and not so torn up about some of the things that are happening.

New Connan album next year everyone, he facebook promised, therefore new record. YES.

It's Choade My Dear-Connan Mockasin

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

He said romance is a ticket to paradise

Little Trouble Girl-Sonic Youth

This is actually my favourite song right now. Perfect Sonic Youth harmonies in the guitars and perfect Kim Gordon voice and a perfect perfect perfect nod to the girl groups of the 60's perfect perfect perfect.

Nobody baby but you and me

Just finished watching Blue Valentine, hohmyglob pretty sad times.

This song is great.

You and Me-Penny and the Quarters

I don't know what I am anymore I'm turning into a monster that I hoped was incapable of being revealed. Eep.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Hmm hnng ergh

For some reason, people have a really hard time loving me/telling me they do.

With whom lies the problem? People, or me?


I am listening to a lot of Animal Collective as of late.

Here, have a song from a really bad human.

The Softest Voice-Animal Collective

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Sandy, oh Sandy

Today, I enjoyed a few hours with my darling Sandy baby, and it was so lovely to see her incredible face. We talked about all of the things that have unfolded in our lives in the last few months, and ways that we can make ourselves better and try and make it out of this pit situation.

We talked about what our children would be like if we read French surrealist poetry to them while they are still in our wombs, or perhaps Beat literature, or just Edgar Allen Poe or Shakespeare sonnets.

I have just settled in my bed wearing a legit kimono from Japan and am going to watch 'In the Mood for Love'. YES. Get jealous.

But this song.

Decora-Yo La Tengo

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

I'm really incredibly alone and it's so awesome

But connan and the mockasins are going to save me so it's really going to be fine.

I feel like I am going to collapse in a big pile of terrible feelings and wanting to punch everyone and myself as well ugh I feel really awful. I can't talk to anybody. This is so so GREAT.

But whatever, because connan.

Uuu It's Teasy-Connan and the Mockasins