I'll try and take photos of myself every day because it will actually be a conscious effort for me, you know, thinking about what to wear and look super cool to the level of coolness that is kim gordon.SO. HOPEFULLY. Photos.
and I have so many feelings it was so beautiful oh my goodness. I don't know what to do with the rest of my night now that it's finished. I have had a bit of a birthday party dance time, but I'm actually really tired but I need to wait till my sister gets home because she has more of a social life than I do/didn't get grounded tonight even though I am 19 and too old to be grounded.
I have a crush on a boy and I feel like I'm being a real 12 year old about it.
Stuff you in the face.
I want to see him and maybe kiss him a little bit.
Enough is enough, I'm putting on some Godard.
SCREW YOU UNIVERSE FOR LAUGHING IN MY FACE ABOUT MY SILLY I AM.
UERGH, I've been in ulladulla for three days staying with my friend going grocery shopping and watching films and listening to records and staying awake all night and then deliriously tired all day and forming a little crush on said friend and I'm so sad to be back home and have people tell me to go to bed and all the rest of it.
And also, I'm not allowed to go to yo grito on friday night. I am 19. And this has happened because I didn't make a phone call.
Hopefully will be moved out by the end of the year.
I'm getting really restless here.
I am so lonely now. I've been with people I genuinely like for the last three days and now I have no friends again.