Monday, March 17, 2014

look after yourself

I have just confronted (albeit by social media--privately, obviously) two boys who have taken chunks of my life and time and energy and huge emotional investment from different portions of my life that have kind of ended in this one, and neither of them have actually replied, and it has been an hour and a half.

I'm pretty disappointed, and also not a whole lot surprised...

Which is unfortunate. But whatever.

The important thing here is folks, is that YOU are so important, and it's so necessary not to let people walk all over you, no matter how much you may feel for them, or how much you enjoy giving for some sick reason (jks, giving is so important, but to people who don't appreciate it?...stuff dat!). I feel so powerful and in the immortal words of Beyonce, I'm not bossy, I'M DA BOSS.

And also get your fathers onto photobooth, it's the funniest thing ever.


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Wednesday, March 12, 2014

yup gonna sleep for half an hour


I'm having a poo day, I had a really nice morning cooking breakfast for my best friend and it was so nice to see her after such a big long time of seven days hahah and then on the bus ride home, I just kind of hit rock butts (bottom) but I'm on my way back up slowly because I am listening to one direction. 

I am doubting my ability as a musician and have for such a long time, so my gig that is in just over two weeks I am more than a little stressed out about it. 

I am stressed out because I have so much to do for my mission, I'm really excited about it, but I'm also so stressed that I won't actually have enough money to pay it all myself, which is what I really wanted to do, so bummed out because I easily could have enough by now, and could have actually already quit my job and be having a helluva time. 

Alas, I am a derp and a fewl.

Anyway, I'm going to go and get my stuff done now.

My crippled dog is at my feet I am in the kitchen sorting out my stuff.